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And one more year has passed...

Yes, Now i am almost done with one more year of my life :) its not sad or juice-less as it sounds. It has been heck of an year. Its like i have really lived these 365 days or 8760 hours, as i must say. I feel like i have grown with each minute of it. 

I am more close to my parents, my siblings, have more understanding of their griefs and happiness. Have got to know relationships, friendships,sisterhood even better, still a long way to go.

Still looking for the true meaning of this life, i have wandered to several places, within or out of this city. i have acted like a total maniac, super crazy, calm as a monk. Its like trying to write my own future my way to  letting the time and fate take over.

I am still asking the same old questions, just my expectations- answers has changed.
Like, even when i was in college, we friends used to ask each other, what will you do if something happens to me?
and our expectations were-"Don't be like that(dramatic of-course), we love you, i won't let anything happen to you...blah blah blah.
And now what we expect is. First and foremost-->First Aid and then informing brother/sister and not the parents directly, to have each other's emergency contact numbers at hand.

Its like we have a better understanding of how things actually work, its like being familiar with letting go of things, even your favorite ones. Its like we care for each other but in our own practical ways, while taking care of the deep shit we are in by ourselves. 


Talk, talk talk...i so love to talk. So this one year too i dedicate to my talking. i hope in the coming year of my life, I talk more, travel even more and get what all i deserve :) as i believe i have already waited enough ;P
Cheers to the next year :)

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Aaah.... Guess what today i thought about several things that i want to share with you people... But i realized this needs a break...

There must be something worth writing... ;p

Was reading a novel-
In between some arguement
And the hero asks heroine- what do you want me to do?

Her reply- "i don't know".


And i wasn't able to stop myself.... I was laughing out aloud....
Truely said-how could a guy understand what his girl wants..when she herself has got no idea....
Funny but true..
Well if some guy writes this on his facebook wall...i will be so-so angry... I may even shout....what the hell these guys think...

Hehe
But i know its true...i mean...we girls always know what the other person expects... What we should do...

But we are seldomly sure about what we want...
;) may be because...since early days of our lives....we keep everyone else before us....so have lost contact with ourselves...
;)

Love,jags

just a thought...

I guess the best thing i learned till today...is that - if you feel bad...you have a war going on inside your head, you are not sure about the next step you will take...or where your life is going...where you will be , the very next day...or a week later or what you will do...So what if sometimes you feel that things are wrong...nothing is working out the way you suggested... still you will be fine...You will live by all this... many-many similar days are waiting for you...Big dreams and even bigger problems are being positioned by the almighty , just to add a little adventure...But you will live ...It will all be fine in the end...
Just be yourself...and see how beautiful a person you are... Just smile...may be just to practice it...
Because even if...today your smile is a little tired and sad...tomorrow it will be happy...real and satisfying... Life is not about a moment...or a day...or a week...not even a year... Its about the whole...its about you... :)