Tuesday, 9 February 2016

And its valentine again

Valentine is just around the corner, and this year too it will be a day of celebration for me,  i am gonna get a bouquet and a present for my parents,for their  marriage anniversary.
frankly speaking that is the wild card i have, kind of a back-out plan.

Sometimes i feel that this whole month of February makes me sad, as if it is meant to be just for couples. People are giving roses, chocolates, teddy's and what not, I don't mind looking at some slaps or kicks, but that are seldom :( . Going out on one of these days makes you look at yourself in the mirror and make you wonder: what is wrong with me? It feels like everyone is with someone, enjoying, gifting, playing, dancing.
And with that i wonder what my future-better-half is doing right now :O is he too busy celebrating, or is he too sitting in his cozy room watching re-runs of his favorite TV shows.

Truly speaking, being single is amazing, when i look at the perks of being me...i fell more and more in love with myself, my life. Its like the perfect fairy tale, living my life on my terms, no drama, no one to answer to(i mean of-course except parents), parties whenever i want, or a lazy day just because i feel like it and so spacious. No one to hide stuff fr
om, no one to point out even if you have 5 pairs of the same shoes. And i think if being single is so much fun, why do we bother if we are single? actually why do people make you bother about your relationship status.

i have always been one of the dreamers, believer of one true love...and it should be okay if it is still not time.

Anyways i have everything figured out, celebration of the big day- will order pizza, have cold-drink in my favorite wine glass, and watch re-runs of friends.
its gonna be awesome, i mean apart from the few long breaths and sighs :P


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