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today i was wondering what would have been my life it i have made different choices.
looking at the 7 year's old pic of mine, i thought have i lost all that innocence, that craziness, and that awesomeness :P  yes, trust me my smaller version was the better one. i was one of those kids who mind just their own business, sometimes not even that. so funny, so witty, and a lot more jolly i was. sometimes i just look at those old photos, my journals and realize how much i could learn from that person, the person i was.

i tried to list out all the stupid and wrong choices i have made in my life...till now :).  
The people i should have avoided,the friends whom i should have never let go, days i shouldn't have spent sticking in my bed, saying NO to the things i never wanted to do. dreams i shouldn't have seen... so much more.
But the life, this life didn't came to me with a manual. but is it possible to send some message to your earlier self...i have seen this movie where there are different ages going on in separate worlds in the universe(at one time). And somehow people (leads ofcourse) have left messages for themselves. it was crazy and insane yet so amazing :P i mean you find a note in say your notebook, that no-no don't be friends with XYZ, he is gonna hurt you later. Or don't lend your favorite accessories to her, she will never return it. (stupid me )

seems like fun... no more heartaches, or tears(we girls :P) ... you already know what to do and what not to.

But would i ever REALLY get to know about the things and people unless i get to know them. would it be that great to have happy times all the time, wouldn't happiness loose its  meaning. 
when a parent tells his/her child- don't touch the pan its hot. he will touch it if not today but may be tomorrow or day after. but once he will, he won't repeat it...Lesson learnt :P
its painful yet so necessary to go through the heat waves, frantic fights shallow hearts.

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There must be something worth writing... ;p

Was reading a novel-
In between some arguement
And the hero asks heroine- what do you want me to do?

Her reply- "i don't know".


And i wasn't able to stop myself.... I was laughing out aloud....
Truely said-how could a guy understand what his girl wants..when she herself has got no idea....
Funny but true..
Well if some guy writes this on his facebook wall...i will be so-so angry... I may even shout....what the hell these guys think...

Hehe
But i know its true...i mean...we girls always know what the other person expects... What we should do...

But we are seldomly sure about what we want...
;) may be because...since early days of our lives....we keep everyone else before us....so have lost contact with ourselves...
;)

Love,jags

just a thought...

I guess the best thing i learned till today...is that - if you feel bad...you have a war going on inside your head, you are not sure about the next step you will take...or where your life is going...where you will be , the very next day...or a week later or what you will do...So what if sometimes you feel that things are wrong...nothing is working out the way you suggested... still you will be fine...You will live by all this... many-many similar days are waiting for you...Big dreams and even bigger problems are being positioned by the almighty , just to add a little adventure...But you will live ...It will all be fine in the end...
Just be yourself...and see how beautiful a person you are... Just smile...may be just to practice it...
Because even if...today your smile is a little tired and sad...tomorrow it will be happy...real and satisfying... Life is not about a moment...or a day...or a week...not even a year... Its about the whole...its about you... :)