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Hey
Guess what I wrote this (piece of whatever you wanna call it) in a roadways bus at 5:00 in the morning…not just that, but on a Saturday morning.
If someone else would have said so…my first comment would have been-OMG how could you? Getting up so early on a Saturday morning to catch a bus..that too just to go home. Well, I am not outa my mind. I am just a lil bit sick. Well getting sick is not something that happens everyday you know…not atleast to me. Not that my immune system is really strong or something…its just that I do not call- having headache, stomach ache as a sickness. They are just regular stuff you go through every once in a while.

What I call sickness is when even doctor says I will be fine in a couple of days but in the deepest of my heart I feel as it’s all over…I remember when I last felt it. In second year of hostel (I should say college but who exactly went there) I was stung by an insect, we used to call that “POINTER” I am not sure what his MEDICAL name was.. Not that I care but it would have been nicer saying- pagdgefdgeydggd stung me :P
So one morning I woke up and I had a big red mark on my neck, my eyes were swollen, and I thought I was gonna die. But ofcourse I didn’t :P.
Well I surely took 10 days off from college, because I was stung by an insect-WHO RESIDED IN COLLEGE’S HOSTEL”

So, what I had…no-no not some serious disease, I just had a lil fever and the body-ache. I wasn’t that scared or something (like I was when stung) but was kinda happy…you know sometimes you have to fall sick to feel special, to get that caring attitude from the people around you. But uf my case… I  don’t know if I am bad at performing or people just think that I can take care of myself…but there was nothing…no one to take care(I know I live alone, but still no calls)haha

I really missed getting sick at home… you have all the rights…you can ask Mommy, please stay with me… she will herself give you the meds, you didn’t have to track your own health, you can say- mommmmyyy I want to eat that. No-no not that,.
Ahh… really miss family at such times and at others too… when I am too happy, when I am sad, when I need someone, when I want to stay alone…when I achieve something, when I lost something… I just need them all the time J
Jags.




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There must be something worth writing... ;p

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In between some arguement
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Her reply- "i don't know".


And i wasn't able to stop myself.... I was laughing out aloud....
Truely said-how could a guy understand what his girl wants..when she herself has got no idea....
Funny but true..
Well if some guy writes this on his facebook wall...i will be so-so angry... I may even shout....what the hell these guys think...

Hehe
But i know its true...i mean...we girls always know what the other person expects... What we should do...

But we are seldomly sure about what we want...
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Love,jags

just a thought...

I guess the best thing i learned till today...is that - if you feel bad...you have a war going on inside your head, you are not sure about the next step you will take...or where your life is going...where you will be , the very next day...or a week later or what you will do...So what if sometimes you feel that things are wrong...nothing is working out the way you suggested... still you will be fine...You will live by all this... many-many similar days are waiting for you...Big dreams and even bigger problems are being positioned by the almighty , just to add a little adventure...But you will live ...It will all be fine in the end...
Just be yourself...and see how beautiful a person you are... Just smile...may be just to practice it...
Because even if...today your smile is a little tired and sad...tomorrow it will be happy...real and satisfying... Life is not about a moment...or a day...or a week...not even a year... Its about the whole...its about you... :)