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Hope was lost in her dreams when she heard her phone ringing. She wanted to just switch it off, just like that without even looking at the caller's name. she wanted to stay away... far away from her, but each time she acted like hypnotized, and went all the way to her doorstep like a pet. she hated it, the way she felt.

Everything was so wonderful a while back, they were best of friends, talking about everything, texting every detail of their day. People may have considered them gays :P but they never cared. they were like sisters who were best-est friends. Eva was the first one to know every single thing about her life, her crushes, her dates... just a text and they can tell something is wrong in the other one's life. even the thought made her eyes wet. the door opened, there she was, Eva hugged her like always, she followed her to her room, eased herself on the bed and waited for her to start.

she was waiting for another story of someone she dumped, or a new crush, a new date... it was something that happened all the time in her life. where hope was all about traditional values, Eva was someone who lived in the moment. she sometimes wonder how they became that good friends. 
but know it was all long gone, last few months have been like hell for her. All of a sudden Eva has stepped back, she was busy all the time, she never took her calls, when she did called back, she was always in a hurry to get back. they didn't went out much, the Sunday coffee ritual at CCD was a long gone thing. She asked her a couple of times, but she always dismissed her questions, and then she stopped asking. She knew it was something to do with the new guy in her life. she has met him once(seems like a joke considering the bond they shared) and now she was calling her non-stop from two days. she never said anything much just casual chit-chat, hope was sure there was so much going on, but she didn't want to push her. 

She called her name, she wondered where she just went...and then she saw her, coming with two wine glasses, and a bottle of Coke. yes that's how they were. 

she saw her eyes, they were swollen, and red. she asked her- what's wrong Eva.
And it was done, tears started flowing from her eyes, she tried to stop but as if she had-had so much that she couldn't control anymore. she hugged her, consoled her, patted her back. she let her cry, she didn't knew the reason, but she knew very well how to take care of her friend. 
in those tears, she forgot her anger...the frustration she had since past months was long gone.

they sat there with silent tears and little sobs for hours, and then she talked. 
for hours, her story,she told her that she was sorry that she ignored her dear friend, and that was the reason she fought so hard her urge to talk to her about her pain.
she just gave her an understanding nod and tears started flowing. 

And just like after every other fight
Hope-Oh common stop this girly drama,play some music...we don't need a hot-cold drink :P

they danced, they hugged, they cried, and then they laughed.


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Because even your smile is a little tired and sad...tomorrow it will be happy...real and satisfying... Life is not about a moment...or a day...or a week...not even a year... Its about the whole...its about you... :)