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i am just not ready... :)



Its been so long since i last posted here.
No silly excuse... just that... i didn't felt like. :)

life is taking turns after turns... some are so damn dramatic, yet so right as if that was something i have always wanted.

but there is something really terrifying... Guess wat...these days it appears as if everyone...everyone around the globe is getting married or got engaged or has a kid or something.

as if all of a sudden this is a trend... 


i wonder what will happen if i get married :O
my life will be totally upside down... :O i still remember when ma mom was sick and i used to do all the household chores...
ma daily routine went on like this-
get up
get ready
COOK
CLEAN
COOK
Tea break( oh! you have to make that yourself)
a lil more COOK
Finally cook and clean
Prepare for the next day 





that day i realized why my mother is always so tired. :(  that day i realized being a home-maker is the hell of a job, that too 24*7.

So are we really ready for that :O

doubled relatives
doubled work
doubled resposibilities... all these doubled appear so troubled. :)

And to this our elders say... you will learn with time, but will we? or will we just accept the fact that that is the new definition of life.

i mean no late night movies, no last-moment-plans, no just-for-sake-of-fun-outings, no weekend back-to back episodes, no all time chatting and no for so much more :(

That really felt bad :(
i seriosly don't think i am ready for any of it. 






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Truely said-how could a guy understand what his girl wants..when she herself has got no idea....
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I guess the best thing i learned till today...is that - if you feel bad...you have a war going on inside your head, you are not sure about the next step you will take...or where your life is going...where you will be , the very next day...or a week later or what you will do...So what if sometimes you feel that things are wrong...nothing is working out the way you suggested... still you will be fine...You will live by all this... many-many similar days are waiting for you...Big dreams and even bigger problems are being positioned by the almighty , just to add a little adventure...But you will live ...It will all be fine in the end...
Just be yourself...and see how beautiful a person you are... Just smile...may be just to practice it...
Because even if...today your smile is a little tired and sad...tomorrow it will be happy...real and satisfying... Life is not about a moment...or a day...or a week...not even a year... Its about the whole...its about you... :)