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New gal in the city...



Hmm... I remember, in Wake Up Siddh...the article that konkana has written...
No its not the copy of that... But its something HATKE...hehe.

Well...coming back to my point...do you know exactly what happens when a girl come from a small town to a big city...
The moment when she has decided to give her wings the chance to fly...she is scared. She is scared of the world...the strong wind...rain...and herself.
They say no one can hurt you without your consent. No one else can make you  feel bad about someone or something...but yourself. 

it was 8pm. I was on my way...going to my cousin's house. Yes its me...jagriti :).  here in this city beautiful...i am trying to make my beautiful dreams true. The only wallpaper my laptop has to bear these days is- 'chase your dreams' :).

Considering the convenience problem...my parents have gifted me a scooty...a key to free life... A key to roam wherever and whenever i want to (haha seems cool but...i am a gal :( ) no matter what people say...-boys and girls are same...or whatever...i don't care...
The only thing i know is... Yes we are not safe.

Yes my brother could have picked me up...but i need to take care of it...i cannot just be a burden on everyone...and last time have reached there myself...(with just one difference...it was at 12 at noon...daylightwith this firm note in mind...I crossed  + i had a full day ahead...to find my way)  one more km...and now i am no more sure about my location. Have slowed down  my scooty a Lil...  my mind is racing faster. Ah...one more decision...i need to take...left...right or straight??? Aah..that's bullshit. How could i decide when i don't have a single clue about where i am.
According to the guys...who are living here since ages-'ah common,,,don't be rediculous...its a planned city...oh come-on...u can't remember that?...'


I am loosing my temper...what the hell is wrong...and then i saw a person...walking on my side of road...
Should i ask or not?
pulling the brakes...i asked him about the location. He gave me the directions. And once again...(should i follow or not) he says...am somewhere else...ah...he got to be kidding...how could i be in sec say abc...when i have left from home for just opposite.  m kinda afraid...its dark...and i am like a bird...searching for her nest... :p at such moments... I pray-why you thought of making me a gal? I would have been a cool guy...better then all these...m sure :D.

Taking a u-turn...have started again... Before this i was following my instincts..( whom i am ready to hang...till death)  now i am following people's directions... On every turn...red light i will ask someone-'am i on the right track?'

i reached near some localities...ah now what? There was a guy( must be around 28-29 years old) i asked him the way... He said-'arre you are on wrong way...you need to go back a lil'

i took a you turn...but i instincts said-NO.
I thought of giving them this last chance...i asked that person again-sir are you sure?

He thought for 3 seconds...and said...oh no i am sorry...i was thinking about something else. You were on the right track...just go...blah blah blah.

And in my mind i was saying...BLAH-BLAH-BLAH...( :p) i mean can't he see its foggy night...and i am lost... Huh just a few blocks....and from the corner of my eye...i saw a board.... Oh my god... I remember this place....
Hurray...i will be fine now.

i am on my way...


I reached home..safe..sound...and in one piece. And my brother asked- its 09:30...why have you reached that late?
I said-i left from office at 9.
I guess... I don't mind getting lost...when i know that no matter what happens i will be fine.

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There must be something worth writing... ;p

Was reading a novel-
In between some arguement
And the hero asks heroine- what do you want me to do?

Her reply- "i don't know".


And i wasn't able to stop myself.... I was laughing out aloud....
Truely said-how could a guy understand what his girl wants..when she herself has got no idea....
Funny but true..
Well if some guy writes this on his facebook wall...i will be so-so angry... I may even shout....what the hell these guys think...

Hehe
But i know its true...i mean...we girls always know what the other person expects... What we should do...

But we are seldomly sure about what we want...
;) may be because...since early days of our lives....we keep everyone else before us....so have lost contact with ourselves...
;)

Love,jags

just a thought...

I guess the best thing i learned till today...is that - if you feel bad...you have a war going on inside your head, you are not sure about the next step you will take...or where your life is going...where you will be , the very next day...or a week later or what you will do...So what if sometimes you feel that things are wrong...nothing is working out the way you suggested... still you will be fine...You will live by all this... many-many similar days are waiting for you...Big dreams and even bigger problems are being positioned by the almighty , just to add a little adventure...But you will live ...It will all be fine in the end...
Just be yourself...and see how beautiful a person you are... Just smile...may be just to practice it...
Because even if...today your smile is a little tired and sad...tomorrow it will be happy...real and satisfying... Life is not about a moment...or a day...or a week...not even a year... Its about the whole...its about you... :)