i am speechless...

this feeling you have, your heart beating like a drum...knots in your stomach...your fingers curling and uncurling around a pen... felling uncomfortable...nausea-tic...

when you know you have taken a step in life that is so crucial...just for you...

no one understands how important it is for you...just you...

you tell yourself..."you'll be fine buddy"

a war going on inside your head...

Devil- so stupid you are. why are you doing this. its not even needed. why taking stupid chances.

Angel- its important for you. don't think about people. its you...and only you..that you need to care about.

Devil- ah...stop that bullshit. no one will ever know about it...no one even know what you did in past...so no one cares what are you doing now to make that right.

Angel- may be no one else know. but what about you? can you live with all that burden on your mind?

don't you want to feel light-headed, cool again... being yourself again?

Demon- stop this nonsense. be practical.

Angel- its good to be practical. but mind can never stay happy without its heart beating normally at its bedside.

Demon- do whatever you feel like. i don't give a damn.

Angel- yes... do whatever you want to... just make yourself happy...we can think

about others later...

i am with you...