Monday, 31 December 2012

you got to be kidding me...

 
Oh some one is singing...'single ladies' ahh its my cell phone... No i just don't want to talk to anyone...i wish i could shut down my ears too...just like my eyes...

Why the hell i chose such loud music as my ringtone...
Seriously,Sleep is something so precious...that it makes you hate...even the things you  are crazy about.


At last...without looking at the screen...i pressed the connect button...and waited for the person to speak...ah i don't even feel like speaking.

Caller- hey.  its me...GOD. How are you my child?
Me- what the hell??
I looked at the screen... And there in red bold...was written GOD.
Caller- honey...have send you to Earth...i guess...lemme check with your docs. Yes... You are on Earth.
Me- you got to be kidding me... Who the hell are you? And its 3 am...is this the time to call someone.
Caller- oh...my child...i know, you were asleep. But you owe me this much...don't you?
Me- what? Oh God!
Caller-see you call me almost every hour...no matter what happens...good or bad... You say my name... And i came rushing...to help just in case you are in some trouble.
Me- ah... Comeon. When was the last time you have helped me.
Caller- when you were crying...remembering your friend...i made you sleep.
Me-but if you are god...then you are the reason we are not together anymore.
Caller- no... You two were not meant to be together. It would have caused even more pain later.
Me-Dont try to fool me. If you are..god then you must have powers...and you could have even changed that.  a lil twist..and no pains...no tears.
Caller- but what about the person...who is meant for you. Who is perfect for you.
Me- but what i felt for my guy.., i can never feel for anyone. And what you left me with? Hurt and pain.
Caller- i know my child. And i am sorry for your pain. but its not a loss. U have learned so much from this.
Me- what? Not to love again? Not to trust anyone?
Caller-no. But not to trust everyone. See my child- i give you people choices. One of a kind. Now its on you what you chose. I gave you reasons not to be with him. But you made your choice.
Me- but you cannot get anyone perfect. At some point...you have to compromise.
Caller- yes...you have to. But compromising doen't mean...stop loving yourself...for loving someone else.
Me- but i didn't wanted to hurt him.
Caller- so you got hurt yourself? You all are equal to me. If you are in pain... My heart aches. My all children are equal for me.
Me-hmm... So he is the same. I hate him. And so i hate you.
Caller- hmm...i know you hate me. But you know what...my child has hurted my other child. That pains so much.
Me- in that case , and considering today's world...you must be on high dose of pain killers.
Caller- you making fun of your God... But that's cool... That is also something you have learned...to smile and joke in hardest of times.
Me- okay listen it was fun talking to you...now please tell who are you...or am gonna put the phone down.
Caller- so you don't even trust me. How...how can i make you trust me?
Me- ahh...you are God...you must know better.
Caller- okay...no matter how angry you are on me...or how much you hate me...you pray each night...just before you go to sleep.
Me- ah don't give me that. Almost everyone is taught by their parents to do so.
Caller-yes...but only a few do.
Me-whatever.
Caller-i know how much you hated that girl...who lived in next house to yours. You even punctured her car 5 times.
Me- ahh... All my friends know about that.
 Caller- but do they all know how much you have cried when she died of cancer last year? You haven't even written about that in your journal.
Me- i didn't.
Caller- oh comeon accept that.  now is it enough as proof.
Me- no. Maybe you have seen me crying that day.
Caller- oh.. You are a tough girl..hmm... Ask for something and you will have it...now.
Me- i don't need anything.
Caller- oh my child...i have something that you will love...
( a box just appeared out of nowhere)
(i opened it)
me- oh my god...its my favourite sketch...the one i made of maself...and have gifted him. And he has torn it into pieces just because of a stupid fight.
Caller- so now you believe me?
Me- no. I don't. I can't.
Caller- oh what else can i do for you...why silence?   anyways i was going through your last few prayers...and its pretty much clear that...you don't believe that i exist...and if i do...then i don't care about you.
Me- so...isn't it all true.
Caller- no my child. I can never do that. I am just so busy in planning a perfect future for you...
Me-by messing up with my present.
Caller- that's the way you look at things.
Me- aah comeon...what's the point in dying happily when you have spend whole your life crying?
 leave all that. Firstly tell me why have you called me.
Caller-i need a favour from you.
me- what?
Caller-i want you to spread a message of mine...to all the people in this world.
me-ah...don't act that lazy...just put it on facebook wall and its done.
Caller- what is facebook?
me- you got to be kidding me...you don't know about facebook. i can't buy that.
Caller- really i don't. and you have to trust me. i am God. and God never lies.
me-hha. stop it now.
Caller- what?
me- what what?
Caller- you are making fun of God.
me- who started?
Caller- there's no use of arguing with you. are you sure my message will reach all my children.
me- chill yaar...almost wevery living being is on fb.
Caller- thankyou...won't you even ask what my message is?
me- chill buddy...i am regular on fb. i will get it..whatever it is.(in mind-if its worth reading)
Caller- what do you mean by "worth reading"?
me- i was thinking...how do you know...ahh God thing.
Caller- yeah. temme.
me- in nutshell...whatever your message is..make it attractive. add pics...music..or whatever you feel likeelse no one will read.
Caller- what do mean? they won't read God's message?
me- mmm,.,,just try to create an account first...i am sure everything related to God is already in use...
so...there's no other option buddy.

line got disconnected...


 

Happy New Year to ollll....

"I made no resolutions for the New Year. The habit of making plans, of criticizing, sanctioning and molding my life, is too much of a daily event for me."

Saturday, 29 December 2012

Kya aapne dekha h…??




Kabi suraj ki kirano me cigarette ke dhuye ko udte dekha h...
Apne beti/bete ko airport pe vida krte hue maa ki unn sisakti aankho me wo ankaha gam dekha h....
8 mahine k intezaar k baad apne uss do pahiye waali fatfatiya k liye kisi ko rote dekha h....

dekha h kya...
Kabi uss masoom si muskaan ko.. jab koi kisi apne ko hazaaro ki bheed me khoj leta h...
kabi  kisi  apne ko mamooli si dikhni waali khushi k liye khushi k aansu rote hue dekha h....
maa/baap ki wo bheeni si muskaan...jab uska beta/beti... bees hazaar k salary check k dum hawa me uda ho....
Kya aisa kabi dekha h..

Aaj zindagi aise sawaal krti h humse ki kya humne ye sab dekha h....
Agr aaj iska jawaab haan h...to smjh lijiye khushkismat h aap... ki iss badi si dunia me apne bahot kuch pyaara to dekha h...

Log kehte h ki manzil ki talaash me aage bado...
Mera kehna h un logo se.... manzil nai... raasto ki khoj me niklo...Aaj nai to kal manzil pe phch hi jaoge...
Zindagi k un chote chote palo ka asli saar tabi samjh aata h…jab aapne khud un palo ko jiya ho…naaki kisi k labo se suna ho....


written by-
RAM CHANDER SHARMA

Friday, 28 December 2012

Its funny…


We all have some moments in our lives when we hate being in this world…
we hate being the part of present…just because….we cannot dream about it as future…and we cannot even joke about it…as if its past. 

Sometimes I wonder…there’s something about past…that I like…(I mean as the properties of past (lolz) )… past means something that has already happened… something that we can’t change…

Something that define us…

Its funny…talking about stuff that is quite obvious…but aren’t the best things of world…all obvious.


Sunday, 9 December 2012

believe...

May be you wanted something for yourself,
and God has planned for you,by himself.
May be for you, your desires seems like air to you,
but later his plannings will make your smiles,wonderfully true.
Have faith in the almighty, do your part,give your best, and then close your eyes,take some rest.
You will get everything you desrve,
and in the race desire and deseve that's the thing you must preserve.

Friday, 7 December 2012

Seekho....

samjho zindagi ek tohfa h
tabhi shuruaat ko ant se milaana seekho...
samjho ek din ki kya keemat h
tabhi suraj ko pehli kiran ko raat ke un lakhon taaron me roshni se jodna seekho...

kismat ke bharose pe jeena, jeene ka zaroor ek tareeka h....
par haatho ki lakeero ko apne bal pe badalna seekho....
dukh ka samudra najaane kitna gehra h....
par toofan ko cheer k aage badna seekho....

samay badalta tha aur samay badalta rahega.....
phir bi ek pal ko apne haatho thaamna seekho....
logon ka milne-bichadne ka silsila yunhi chalta rahega.....
par un logon ke dilo me ek ahem jagah banana seekho....

rukaawte har samay tumhaare raaste me aaengi....
un rukaawto se bachna nai ladna seekho....
zindagi tumhe har din ek naye manzar pe laake rakh degi....
un manzar se apni nayi raah banana seekho....

kehne ko log tumhaari har haar pe najaane kaisi kaisi naseehatein denge....
lekin har haar ko ek din jeet me zaroor badalna seekho....
kehne ko antarman me najaane kitni khawahishein banti bigadi rahengi....
par apne andar us law ko ek mashaal banana seekho.....

seekhna sikhaana yunhi chalta rahega.....
par smjho zindagi ek hi h.....
tabhi zindagi ko zindagi ka tohfa dena seekho......



 
written by-
RAM CHANDER SHARMA

Thursday, 6 December 2012

isn't it beautiful...???



aaj kuch lambe samay baad dil me ek ajeeb si hulchul hui....
kuch kore kaagaz k panne bharne k baad hi siyahi kam si lagne lagi...

bayaan karne chale the kuch haseen palo ko ek kitaab me....
palo ki roop rekha dekh ek kitaab b kam lagne lagi....
wo sehmi hui awaaz....dabe dabe.. unke hoton se jab niklti thi...
to dil kya?? antarman ke rom rom pe asar kar jaati h....

wo geeli geeli garam hawa... jab udti hui chehre par girti....
tab ehsaas hota.... ki wo kareeb hi nai bht kareeb ho chuke h...

maana sawaalo ki kataar ek-ek karke badne lag gyi h....
par pucho humse... to bataye ki jawaabo ka silsila bi chhota nahi h...


hum unse kehte h... hum unse kehte h ki...
chahe maang lo humse humari jaan.... par maaf krna wo nai de paaenge.... 
marna to ek din har kisi ne h.... hum to apko jeena sikhaenge....

yu achambhit na ho hamaari aisi baatein sunke....abi kuch pal hi to saath chale h...
ruk na jaana beech raaste me...zindagi k raaste kathin hi kyu na ho.. par haseen bade h..

rangon ki khoobsurti ki talaash me mat niklo... ek din zindagi pheeki lagne lagegi...
humare khushi me shaamil ho jaao...zindagi haseen kya ....rangeen lagne lagegi...

lamba jeevan hone ka kya faaeda...jo kabi kisi ke kaam na aaye....
seekho uss bhawre se jo zindagi ke mehaz kuch lamho me phoolon ko khilna seekha jaaye...


aaj kuch lambe samay baad dil me ek ajeeb si hulchul hui....
kuch kore kaagaz k panne bharne k baad hi siyahi kam si lagne lagi...




written by-

RAM CHANDER SHARMA

Wednesday, 5 December 2012

a broken string...

i felt the pain.it was so sharp...as if someone has just stabbed me in the heart(haven't experienced but must be something like this). Still remember the day...apprx four years back...i lost my brother. Our 'tarun bhaiya'. ? The pain i feel is not just the one i feel because i lost her...but because my father has lost his mother...and my mother has lost her second mother(her mother-in-law)too.
Loosing someone close...someone from your family...
Its like a broken string... 
A string that has attached you to your past...which made you what you are. 
The string that is holding you today
.And a string to your future...something that brings hope to your life.

a string that binds YOU to YOU...

There wil always be this pain in our hearts...the pain of loosing someone so dear. But looking at her face... That smile...it seems she is happy that its over. The path was tough ... Really tough... But now she has reached to the threshold. She is fine now.

Still remember the day when i started this blog...just a few months have passed...today its still like a baby...Its something closest to me. With tearful eyes...Moving back to our lives...our worlds... Saying goodbye...to someone who will always be with you in your hearts.

Comeback...

Well its never easy, but see here i am. I have been away from my blog for so long, can't really remember when i actually wrote 2 posts...