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you got to be kidding me...

Oh some one is singing...'single ladies' ahh its my cell phone... No i just don't want to talk to anyone...i wish i could shut down my ears too...just like my eyes...
Why the hell i chose such loud music as my ringtone... Seriously,Sleep is something so precious...that it makes you hate...even the things you  are crazy about.

At last...without looking at the screen...i pressed the connect button...and waited for the person to speak...ah i don't even feel like speaking.
Caller- hey.  its me...GOD. How are you my child? Me- what the hell?? I looked at the screen... And there in red bold...was written GOD. Caller- honey...have send you to Earth...i guess...lemme check with your docs. Yes... You are on Earth. Me- you got to be kidding me... Who the hell are you? And its 3 am...is this the time to call someone. Caller- oh...my child...i know, you were asleep. But you owe me this much...don't you? Me- what? Oh God! Caller-see you call me almost every hour...no matter what hap…

Happy New Year to ollll....

"I made no resolutions for the New Year. The habit of making plans, of criticizing, sanctioning and molding my life, is too much of a daily event for me."

Kya aapne dekha h…??

Kabi suraj ki kirano me cigarette ke dhuye ko udte dekha h...
Apne beti/bete ko airport pe vida krte hue maa ki unn sisakti aankho me wo ankaha gam dekha h....
8 mahine k intezaar k baad apne uss do pahiye waali fatfatiya k liye kisi ko rote dekha h....

dekha h kya...
Kabi uss masoom si muskaan ko.. jab koi kisi apne ko hazaaro ki bheed me khoj leta h...
kabi  kisi  apne ko mamooli si dikhni waali khushi k liye khushi k aansu rote hue dekha h....
maa/baap ki wo bheeni si muskaan...jab uska beta/beti... bees hazaar k salary check k dum hawa me uda ho....
Kya aisa kabi dekha h..

Aaj zindagi aise sawaal krti h humse ki kya humne ye sab dekha h....
Agr aaj iska jawaab haan h...to smjh lijiye khushkismat h aap... ki iss badi si dunia me apne bahot kuch pyaara to dekha h...

Log kehte h ki manzil ki talaash me aage bado...
Mera kehna h un logo se.... manzil nai... raasto ki khoj me niklo...Aaj nai to kal manzil pe phch hi jaoge...
Zindagi k un chote chote palo ka asli saar tabi samjh aata h…jab aapne kh…

Its funny…

We all have some moments in our lives when we hate being in this world… we hate being the part of present…just because….we cannot dream about it as future…and we cannot even joke about it…as if its past. 
Sometimes I wonder…there’s something about past…that I like…(I mean as the properties of past (lolz) )… past means something that has already happened… something that we can’t change…
Something that define us…

Its funny…talking about stuff that is quite obvious…but aren’t the best things of world…all obvious.

believe...

May be you wanted something for yourself,
and God has planned for you,by himself.
May be for you, your desires seems like air to you,
but later his plannings will make your smiles,wonderfully true.
Have faith in the almighty, do your part,give your best, and then close your eyes,take some rest.
You will get everything you desrve,
and in the race desire and deseve that's the thing you must preserve.

Seekho....

samjho zindagi ek tohfa h
tabhi shuruaat ko ant se milaana seekho...
samjho ek din ki kya keemat h
tabhi suraj ko pehli kiran ko raat ke un lakhon taaron me roshni se jodna seekho...
kismat ke bharose pe jeena, jeene ka zaroor ek tareeka h....
par haatho ki lakeero ko apne bal pe badalna seekho....
dukh ka samudra najaane kitna gehra h....
par toofan ko cheer k aage badna seekho....
samay badalta tha aur samay badalta rahega.....
phir bi ek pal ko apne haatho thaamna seekho....
logon ka milne-bichadne ka silsila yunhi chalta rahega.....
par un logon ke dilo me ek ahem jagah banana seekho....
rukaawte har samay tumhaare raaste me aaengi....
un rukaawto se bachna nai ladna seekho....
zindagi tumhe har din ek naye manzar pe laake rakh degi....
un manzar se apni nayi raah banana seekho....
kehne ko log tumhaari har haar pe najaane kaisi kaisi naseehatein denge....
lekin har haar ko ek din jeet me zaroor badalna seekho....
kehne ko antarman me najaane kitni khawahishein banti bigadi rahengi....
par apne anda…

isn't it beautiful...???

aaj kuch lambe samay baad dil me ek ajeeb si hulchul hui....
kuch kore kaagaz k panne bharne k baad hi siyahi kam si lagne lagi...

bayaan karne chale the kuch haseen palo ko ek kitaab me....
palo ki roop rekha dekh ek kitaab b kam lagne lagi....
wo sehmi hui awaaz....dabe dabe.. unke hoton se jab niklti thi...
to dil kya?? antarman ke rom rom pe asar kar jaati h....

wo geeli geeli garam hawa... jab udti hui chehre par girti....
tab ehsaas hota.... ki wo kareeb hi nai bht kareeb ho chuke h...

maana sawaalo ki kataar ek-ek karke badne lag gyi h....
par pucho humse... to bataye ki jawaabo ka silsila bi chhota nahi h...


hum unse kehte h... hum unse kehte h ki...
chahe maang lo humse humari jaan.... par maaf krna wo nai de paaenge.... 
marna to ek din har kisi ne h.... hum to apko jeena sikhaenge....

yu achambhit na ho hamaari aisi baatein sunke....abi kuch pal hi to saath chale h...
ruk na jaana beech raaste me...zindagi k raaste kathin hi kyu na ho.. par haseen bade h..

rangon ki khoobsurti ki talaash …

a broken string...

i felt the pain.it was so sharp...as if someone has just stabbed me in the heart(haven't experienced but must be something like this). Still remember the day...apprx four years back...i lost my brother. Our 'tarun bhaiya'. ? The pain i feel is not just the one i feel because i lost her...but because my father has lost his mother...and my mother has lost her second mother(her mother-in-law)too.
Loosing someone close...someone from your family...
Its like a broken string... 
A string that has attached you to your past...which made you what you are. 
The string that is holding you today
.And a string to your future...something that brings hope to your life.

a string that binds YOU to YOU...

There wil always be this pain in our hearts...the pain of loosing someone so dear. But looking at her face... That smile...it seems she is happy that its over. The path was tough ... Really tough... But now she has reached to the threshold. She is fine now.

Still remember the day when i started th…