Thursday, 9 August 2012

Thats how i coined my blog... lol:-)

 
i can never forget the day when we were asked to write some essay on women empowerment in school...for the first time we were asked to write...what we think...not what people tell us about it.yes i am talking about teachers...huh i mean what is the point if we all have to cram a given piece of paper as if exam is not of English language but of our cramming power. I am not sure about the first but will definitely fail in the second one... :)
isn't it ironic that we want our children to be intelligent,futuristic and most important independent ,but with a rule tied in their necks saying something stupid like-"Stay in limits".
so as i was saying...some people were like-"OMG! we have to write it ourselves? "
some like-"oh...you write i will copy..."
whatever...

and i was like-" ma'am for god sake firstly tell what it means........PLEASE..."

i don't remember in which class i was at that time...or i have no idea at what age we are capable enough to write essays... 
it was my luck or ma'am felt uncomfortable because of my continuous nagging..i don't know...but she definitely told me the meaning... 
i wrote the stuff myself and won second prize...

i was so happy and excited...the only thing i could remember at that moment was that i won the second prize...it was a feeling as if the whole world is with me...believing in my beliefs...

and then in between some talks with my cousin...she mentioned about the editorial columns...(she was 2 years older so at that moment i was happy to have her in my life ) ;P.
i  asked her, if i could get something published...
she asked me to prepare a final doc, and post it to her...yes we did't have emails then( in our small worlds of course)

i spend a week...and finally posted her the best view of my thoughts... and since then i waited for her response... 2 days later our mothers were chit-chatting on phone...and i was like-oh...tell some news na.


but there was nothing...2 weeks passed... i asked her...she said she was really busy with studies...but will surely do that...(back then,i didn't know the actual meaning of busy)


weeks passed...months...

one day i find out somehow that my eagerness to have something published...amuses her...
she was making fun of me...whenever she got a chance(even if she didn't)
well as every other child..my mind diverted easily...
and all this was just a silly memory

and after so many years...(with infinite number of such silly incidents)

school
college
friends
and much much much more...


one day

i was sitting idle, nothing much to do, no hobbies ledt, no old friends....i realized college is Over :O
i couldn't have anything from my past...except the memories and don't know what to do with them in future...
so i just started jotting them...
and that day,i started this blog...

i felt good...relieved...

i didn't care people read it or not(sometimes i want them to, but its ok if they don't)
because these are just my thoughts..it is what i really am.



i realized-

no matter what happens...how worse your condition is...how low you feel...
you will be fine...because life will not stop for your tears...it will just continue walking with its own pace...
no matter you want to follow or not...it will be holding your hand.
and even if...it continues...you must find time for your tears to fall, to wipe them, to learn smiling again...

and my friend...THAT'S WHY ITS CALLED LIFE


Love, Jagriti

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