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Its my life




today....while checking my facebook account...a very wierd thought came to my mind............
why am i doing this,....?
why am i using this site...?
am i addicted to it???
or am i just trying to make friends??
or may be its just a try to be a lil social,,,,,,,,

well i have no idea.....
people tell us...aah...facebook is an addiction....checkin what other people feel....what they like...as if that is going to change anything at ol...uploading new pics....just to tell..... Hey.... "see i have done this"..... "m more adventurous....."or even "see i am  more beautifiul...."

so what?

i possess around 60 novels.... people say-why you buy them??
are you going to read them again???
or even-"You have read them all???"

so what?

i like staying at home watching movies...

people say- 
oh come on yaar-"be social"
go to partys...enjoy....


so what?

i drive fast....
people say-"whats the hurry?"

so what?

so what if i am not what people want me to be?





what if i fail???
i don't mind i didn't win..
then who are these people to tell me i lost.....??
who are these people?
how can they know what i want???
 how can they know how badly i want to live my life my way......?? 




its my life.......  its me who has to live it.... who has to work for it..... who has to bear the consequences........

lemme live....
lemme understand what i want....
lemme dream.....
lemme make that dreams reality....





its my life and i am the one who will decide what the rest of my life should be............

Love,jags

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Her reply- "i don't know".


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Truely said-how could a guy understand what his girl wants..when she herself has got no idea....
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I guess the best thing i learned till today...is that - if you feel bad...you have a war going on inside your head, you are not sure about the next step you will take...or where your life is going...where you will be , the very next day...or a week later or what you will do...So what if sometimes you feel that things are wrong...nothing is working out the way you suggested... still you will be fine...You will live by all this... many-many similar days are waiting for you...Big dreams and even bigger problems are being positioned by the almighty , just to add a little adventure...But you will live ...It will all be fine in the end...
Just be yourself...and see how beautiful a person you are... Just smile...may be just to practice it...
Because even if...today your smile is a little tired and sad...tomorrow it will be happy...real and satisfying... Life is not about a moment...or a day...or a week...not even a year... Its about the whole...its about you... :)